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last post. maybe

2006-03-30T10:44:00.000+08:00

tutal wala naman akong myadong pinopost dito e.

yung mga interesado e i link nyo nalang yung kamote chronicles. may link dyan sa gilid. dun ko na ko mag bablog pati nung mga minsang sinusulat ko dito.

yun lang.

ano ang nasa dako pa roon (aw-awoooooooooo!!!!)

2006-03-16T17:21:00.001+08:00

naks naman. heretiks contemplating. bwahahahahahahahahaaha

taena

2006-03-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

di ako makapag upload ng litrato ah...

ka-chack...

2006-03-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

boom!

augh! argh! bleaaacccchhhh...
*thud*

mwahaahhaahahhahahahhahahahahaaa!!!
hello china. i can see you from here. pero sabi ko dati di na ko pupunta dyan. dito nalang ako. masaya dito e.

b~rrraaaiiiinsssss!!

post din ako ng lyrics

2006-03-13T12:21:00.000+08:00

eto dalawa sa pinagtitripan kong kanta ngayon.

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hide and seek
imogen heap

Where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only
just begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling

Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity
of this
still life

Hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears
They were here first

mm what d'cha say?
mm that you only meant well, well of course you did
mm what d'cha say?
mm that it's all for the best, of course it is
mm what d'cha say?
hmmm that it's just what we need, you decided this?
ooh what d'cha say?
mmmm what did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs (echo:paper word cut outs)
Speak no feeling no I don't believe you (echo: I don't believe you)
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
Have no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

Hide and Seek

Oh no, You don't care a bit
Oh no, You don't care a bit
Oh no, You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit

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king without a crown
matisyahu

Chorus:
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Givin' myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my G-d all these songs of love and healing
Want Moshiach now so it's time we start revealing

You're all that I have and you're all that I need
Each and every day I pray to get to know you please
I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me
You're the air that I breathe
Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet
Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights
Crown Heights burnin' up all through till midnight
Said, thank you to my G-d, now I finally got it right
And I'll fight with all of my heart, and all a' my soul, and all a' my might

Chorus

Bridge:
Me no want no sinsemilla.
That would only bring me down
Burn away my brain no way my brain is to compound
Torah food for my brain let it rain till I drown
Thunder!
Let the blessings come down

Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want G-d but you can't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat
Ask Hashem for mercy and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from G-d you say he couldn't be found
Looking up to the sky and searchin' beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown
Yes, you keep fallin' down
You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and the you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze

Chorus

Reelin' him in
Where ya been
Where ya been
Where ya been for so long
It's hard to stay strong been livin' in galus (exile) for 2000 years strong
Where ya been for so long
Been livin in this exhile for too long

up portia induction ball @ discovery suites, ortigas

2006-03-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

ok si hindi porke mga law students sila e ayos silang lahat.

hindi marunong pumila.
hindi makaintindi ng simpleng instruction (ano to sa tagalog? pakshet).

hindi naman lahat. may mangilan ngilan din namang maayos. madaling kausap.

tinamaan pa ko ng hypertension nung hapon na nagtuloy tuloy hanggang gabi.

pretty faces and low necklines. kaya konti ang pretty faces. olats kahit maraming low necklines.

ang importante e yung experience na maka shoot ng ganung karaming tao na medyo gahol na sa oras. balak ko rin naman kasing kumuha ng skwela para mag shoot ng ganung event tulad ng prom. at, uh, prom... heheheheh high school students... uh, shit...

anyways, sabi naman ni richelle e pumayag yung mga sis nya na gamitin ko ilang litrato nila para sa portfolio. ayos na rin.

tsaka masarap yung pagkain. heheheh, lalo na yung pork bbq. nakakahiya lang magpaka baboy kasi andaming taong hindi ko kilala.

yun lang .

rant lang

2006-03-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

kung imbes na mag road widening e kung disiplinahin kaya yung mga pesteng nagmamaneho na walang disiplina?

pwede kaya yun?

pesteng tae shet

2006-02-22T13:06:00.000+08:00

bakit ba parang laging tigtatatlong taon lang buhay ng kung ano man ang ginanagawa ko. pagdating ng ikatlong taon, pabagsak na ko. pang apat. wala na. swerte kung abutin ng ikalimang taon pero sobrang sabog na ko nun. kung hindi ako tinamad (high school), mawalan ng motibasyon (college), e mga panlabas na pwersa naman ang parang magpapabagsak sakin (itong shop). tangena. ang hirap din pala talaga mag negosyo. puro gastos. halos walang perang natitira sayo. pwede rin namang sablay lang talaga ako. tangina. dalawang buwan na akong hindi nakakapag deposito. lahat ng pera napupunta lang sa sweldo ng katulong, kuryente, at gamit dito. kuryente. yun lang e. mula nung nagbukas ako mga tatlong taon na nakakaraan e hindi naman tumaas gamit ko ng kuryente. bumaba pa nga e. pero! mula nung nagbukas ako e tumaas na ng mahigit apat na libo ang bayad ko sa kuryente. ppa. vat. evat. at kung ano ano pang patong sa bill ng meralco. tangina naman kasi, bakit ko ba kelangang bayaran pati yung mga buwis na tinatakasan ng mga anak ng demonyong mayayamang negosyante na yan? bakit ko pa kailangang bayaran yung mga biniling kontrata ni ramos para sa kuryente na binigyan nya ng sovereign guarantee? tapos kukurakutin lang ng mga taeng politiko na wala namang ginagawa para sa bayan! tangina nilang lahat! sana isang araw e mabilaukan kayo at mamatay habang kumakain kayo sa mga mamahaling restoran gamit ang perang pinghihirapan ko!

tangina naiiyak na ako dito. peste!!!

kelangan ko ng outlet para sa galit ko at sa tingin ko yung isang beses isang linggong gunbang sessions e hindi sapat.

bored bored bored

2006-02-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

1. What is your full name now? edward mercado fernando

2. What color pants are you wearing? wala. naka shorts ako

3. What are you listening to right now? si aiko na iniinterview sa 24 oras

4. What was the last thing you ate? ham sangwich

5. Do you wish on stars? minsan. pag desperado na

6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? BLACK!!!1

7. How is the weather right now? ok lang

8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? nanay ko

9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? ok lang

10. How old are you today? 24

11. Favorite drink? green tea

12. Favorite sport? fencing pa rin. baka malampasan ng airsoft. sport ba yun?

13. Eye color? brown

14. Siblings? 1 kapatid na babae

15. Favorite food? hilaw na salmon na sinasawsaw sa ...taena ano sa tagalog ang wasabi?

16. What was the last movie you saw? taena di ko maalala...

17. Favorite day of the year? kaarawan ko.

18. What was your favorite toy as a child? yung de susing unggoy na tumatambol

19. Summer or winter? walang winter dito e

20. Hugs or kisses? goya

21. Chocolate or Vanilla? avocado

22. Do you want your friends to email you back? syempre

23. Who is most likely to respond? respond saan? email ba to?

24. Who is least likely to respond? ewan ko din

25. When was the last time you cried? tagal na. mga tatlong taon na din

26. What is under your bed? porn. at alikabok.

27. Who is the friend you have had the longest? si fred. yiheeeeeee

28. What did you do last night? natulog

29. Favorite smells? deep fried bawang
30. Favorite TV shows? DATING DAAN VS TAMANG DAAN!!!!

31. Happy In life? pwede na

32. What are you afraid of? machong bading

33. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn? buttered na may konting salt

34. Funniest person you know? madami e. shak boyz

35. Favorite Flower? flower ni ...ehehehehehe

36. How many years at your current job? 3 and counting

37. Favorite Band: sa ngayon? franz ferdinand at up dharma down

38. What did you do on your last birthday & When is it & Year born? lumamon sa saisaki. taon taon yun. tradisyon na. 6/27/81
39. How many cities have you lived in? qc

40. Do you make friends easily? oo. lalo na kung maganda

41. How many people will you be sending this to? wala. ipopost ko sa blog e

42. If you could be in any profession in the world other than the one
You have currently, what would it be? professional gamer

Автомат Калашникова образца 1947

2006-02-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

holy kalashnikov batman! its ubay's gun!

cyma ak47 with folding stock.

trip to quezon

2006-02-14T14:49:00.000+08:00

pics lang. kung gusto ng detalye tunggkol sa byahe sa quezon, pumunta sa blog ni obi.

isa sa mga bantay ng shak

eto pa isa

malignant na yata yang bukol mo sa likod pre

taena...

pagdating sa quezon (san nga ba to?)

pagkatapos ng ilang minuto

si bret hart yung nasa tv!!!

na inspire ata sa wrestling

kainan ulit!

sobrang bisyo na yan boy

find the hidden obi. and porky.

kanya kyang pwesto nalang

ano pinapanood nila? eto...

naghahanap daw ng langgam

heretics on the run

mahal ni obi ang semento

boy, ano gusto mo? warmachine? prime? meron ako dito murang mura!

escalation meron?
meron!

i gots a

2006-02-08T10:27:00.000+08:00

new toolbox! its just like my old toolbox but its new.

and bigger. yun lang.

its fucking ricky abad!

2006-02-01T08:21:00.000+08:00

si ricky abad yung direktor nung pinood naming romeo and juliet! kung su swertehin nga naman.

ayos! nung nakita ko yung tiket napa "hey! its fucking ricky abad" ako. yung ibang tao sa paligid ko natawa tuloy.

kaya lang romeo and juliet parin. syempre andun pa rin yung dumb and dumber scene sa huli. buti nalang nilagyan nila ng comedy sa ibat ibang bahagi nung dula.

f2000

2006-01-31T16:52:00.000+08:00

ang laki pala nung f2000. yoko na. p90 forevaaaa!!!!

2006-01-31T09:26:00.000+08:00

wala pa rin tatalo sa titus andronicus.

sa mga tinatawag na eksperto ke shakespeare na sagsasabing hindi nya ito isinulat:

"PAKYUMO!"

sana may magpalabas nun dito.

si emp manunuod ng dula!

2006-01-31T09:08:00.000+08:00

naimbitahan ako manood ng romeo and juliet mamaya sa afp theatre (theater?).

oo romeo and juliet. ang dulang -sa tingin ko- e nagpausong magpakamatay ang mga taong sawi sa pag ibig.

"uy si juliet patay na. papakamatay na rin ako. (inom ng lason) bleaaahhhh!"
nagising si juliet
"romeo? romeo? patak ka n ba? syet. (saksak sa puso) bleeeaaahhhhh!"

tapos gagayahin nga ng mga sawi at gagamitin sa mga lokal na pelikula.

"ayaw sayo ni papa! pero di ko kaya mabuhay ng wala ka!"
"ako rin! magpakamatay tayo pareho para magkbati ang ating mga ankan!"
(sabay sila) "bleeeeaaaahhhh!!!!!!!"

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tagal ko na rin di nakakanood ng kahit anong palabas sa teatro. di tulad nung sa ateneo basta may palabas ang tanghalang ateneo e bili agad ng tiket. kadalasan dalawa pa. tatlo kung nagustuhan ko yung palabas.

kaya lang nasobrahan yata ako sa style ni ricky abad. sya yung direktor ng t.a. nun at sa kanya, sinabi nya nung kumuha ako ng directing class nya, kung ang ipapalabas mo e kapareha lang ng mga naipalabas na nang ilang daang beses mula ng unang naisulat yung dula, bakit pa?

at mikita mo naman sa pinapalabas nya. yung una kong napanuod e 12th night ni shakespeare. sinalin sa tagalog at nilipat sa isang isla dito sa southeast asia yung setting. tatlo o apat na beses ko yata pinanood. kaya nga nung monologue sa directing class, kumuha ako ng pyesa galing sa titus andronicus at pinasuot ko ng uniporme ng modernong sundalo yung actor ko.

mamaya, bahala na. sabi ko nga matagal na ko di nakakanood ng kahit anong palabas sa teatro. malay ko ba baka iba rin ang istilo ng direktor. baka magustuhan ko.

tangina nakakahiya...

2006-01-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

ok emp. you know you want to tell the whole story of the well d90-h

ok fine. so na ikwento ko na yung kinuha ako ng well d90-h ng isang kamag anak na hindi na papangalanan kasi wala akong ginawa buong linggo kundi mag tatalak tungkol sa airsoft at sa gustong gusto kong baril na p90.

eto ngayon. mas maaga ngayong linggo (oha! "earlier this week" sa tagalog!)...

kumuha na ako ng well d90-h para kung tumakbo ako ng cqb (close quarters battle) kasama ng angelicum boyz .

so dalawa ang well d90-h ko. isa andito sa bahay, yung isa nakaparada sa shop.
yun lang. isa isa lang ang batok mga kaibigan.

d90-h? eh?

2006-01-27T15:47:00.000+08:00

nung nakaraang linggo wala akong ginawa sa bahay at dito sa shop kundi,

"blah blah blah airsoft blah blah blah p90..."

may nairita na yata at may isang kamag-anak -na hindi na papangalanan- ang biglang sumulpot na may dalang medyo mahabang kahon.

"o diba ito yung gusto mo?"

"po?"

"pero walang p90 sa *pangalan ng lugar na di na papangalanan* e. d90 meron. ganun din daw. tactical version pa. mura lang naman a, p1300 lang. kala ko ba sabi mo mahigit p10k?"

napaisip ako. d90. mali ang pangalan. tapos 1.3k lang.

acm to. patay.

syempre hindi na ko nagreklamo. salamat nalang.

some pics from last castle

2006-01-25T08:24:00.000+08:00

parang ewan si jacob
obi. mapagmahal sa baril
si jun. kish meh behbeh. patay tayo nito.
beefcake. alam ko kung saan ka nakatira boy!
zeb. maliit pa sa dala nyang baril ah.

isaw

2006-01-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

muli kong na diskubre ang napakasarap na lasa ng isaw nung isang gabi sa tapat ng bahay nila pork.

naka lima yata ako. at dalawang pork bbq. at dalawang tenga bbq.

hindi ko na highblood.

ayos.

baril barilan

2006-01-23T09:19:00.000+08:00

why is it that whenever im having fun or have found a reason to be happy, my parents always find a way to shoot me down.

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anyhoo

nakapglaro na ko ng airsoft kahapon. salamat kay obi sa pagpapahiram ng mask (na nasira ko...) at gloves (na pingpawisan ko) at baril (na...hindi ko nagamit ng maayos :P), at kay jacob na nagpahiram sakin nung parka nya.

nung nagsimula ang laro, hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko kaya sumunod ako kila jun. mali. kasi nagtakbuhan sila papunta sa likod nung mga ruins. kahapon lang ulit ako hiningal ng ganun! pagkatapos, pinaposte nya ako sa kanto ng isang building para magbantay dun. ang tagal kong naghihintay sumakit balakang ko kasi naka pilipit ako para sumilip. tuwing may naririnig akong kumalaluskos tingin agad ako sa likod ko. andun naman nakabantay si zeb yung kasama naming bata. tapos mak nakita kong sumilip barilan na! tangina sinusungkit nalang ako nung gago. e may kasama pala, ayun inikutan ako patay si baboy. pero nabaril din yata sya nila zeba at jun.

naka isang laro lang ako. kasi pagkabalik ko nag yosi ako. patay.

binabawasan ko na paninigarilyo ko. ngayon mababawasan pa sya lalo hanggang matigil na. mag sisimula na rin ako mag jogging. masaya yung laro e kaya lang ang bilis kong hingalin.

nung unang tinamaan ako sabi ko, di naman masakit. ang lapit lapit nun parang pinitik lang ako ng bading. kala ko pa naman malalakas mga baril dun. hehehehe. sabi nung oba sakin baka daw naka acm o all china made yung naka tama sakin. nalaman ko maya maya na masakit nga tumama yung mga modified na gawang hapon.

nagloko kasi yung baril ni obi. nung inaayos nila, pumutok. may laman pala. tinamaan ako ng ricochet. ang saket! ricochet palang yun. heheheeheh.

kailangan ko nang mag ipon para sa sarili kong baril gusto ko ng p90 at isang revolver. sa susunod na yung sniper rifle.

p90. pogi. bagay sakin. kasi pogi ako. isa isa lang ang batok mga kaibigan. oke? oke.

the colt single action army. the greatest handgun evar made. aka the peacemaker.

maglalgay siguro ko nung iilang litratong nakuha ko bukas o mamyang gabi. naiwan ko sa kotse yung camera e. yung kotse nasa bahay.

2006-01-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

wow. a 100% completed metal gear game.

finished metal gear ac!d a few days ago with all cards. now while waiting for metal gear ac!d 2, ill be constructing and fine tuning mecha in armored core: formula front extreme battle.

i loves me psp.

metal gear acid. crazy game!

2006-01-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

ok so nakakainis gawing music pplayer yung psp.

bket? e kasi psp e. putangina.

so, kumuha ako ng metal gear acid. metal gear e. ayos naman yun. solid snake vs metal gear nanaman.

pero hindeeeeeeeeeeee. putangina ang hirap! nakakasira ng ulo!

pero ayos. masaya masiraan ng ulo.

dapat tinawag nila dun e metal gear tactics. para kasing tactics game (final fantasy tactics, tactics ogre, etc) na may grid yung gagalawan mo. tapos yung actions na pwede mong gawin ay depende sa lalabas na card.

oo cards. bago maglaban e may intermission kung saan pwede kang bumili ng card at ayusin ng iyong deck. halos lahat ng card e pwedeng gamitin para gumalaw, o kaya syempre, gamitin mo yung card mismo. bawat pag gamit ng card e dadagdag sa cost ni snake at ito ang magsasabi kung kelan sya makkagalaw ulit.

may mga weapon card tulad ng na SOCOM o FA-MAS, mga baril mula metal gear solid 1 at 2 e gagamitin mo para -ano pa nga ba- bumaril. may card ng rocket luncher at mga sniper rifle. may mga character card parang ng kakakuha ko lang kaninang si roy campbell. yung yung amo ni snake nung metal gear solid. ngayon sa acid pag ginamit mo yung card nya, magpapatawag sya ng air strike, kahit na nasa loob ka ng isang building. astig diba? asteeeeeeeg.

may kasama si snake na isang pang agent, si teliko, na idol saw si snake nung nagaaral pa lang sya. kaya mas mahirap ng konti ito kesa sa solid e kasi, 2 na sila. 2 na silang kelangan mong ipwesto para di makita ng kalaban. importante pa rin kasi sa acid yung stealth.

hay, pagkatapos ng mga limang ulit, natapos ko na rin yung unang boss. limang beses ko inulit putangina! pangit pa kasi yung mga card ko kaya umulit pa ako ng ibang mission para magkapunto pambili ng card.

sniper deck lang masaya na ako. yun lang.

sony psp. live on your world. dance in mine.

2005-12-29T08:13:00.000+08:00

i gots me a psp!!!!!

using it as a music player for now since i gave the ipod to my sister. i got the pack with a 1gig memory stick and no games. i dont like any of the games released now anyways. the only ones i would lke to get for now are armored core and lumines. upcoming lineup looks promising with a final fantasy title among them.

RIP Nanang Gards

2005-12-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

sa lahat ng mga tiyuhin at tiyahin, sa inyo ni mamang Mala ako naging pinakamalapit. ilang taon din kayong lumaban sa sakit at sa pagkamatay ni mamang Mala. sana ngayon ay magkasama na ulit kayo kung saan wala nang sakit at kamatayan.

lahat kami ay nangungulila sa iyong paglipas.

FOUND!!!

2005-12-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

nakita na yung toolbox kung nasaan yung mga warmachine models ko.

saan?

sa isang kahon sa likod ng lababo sa 2nd floor ng garahe ng jeep namin kasama ng 2 baterya ng jeep (bago yung isa, yung nawala nung isang linggo) at ilan sa mga nawawalang tools.

hay salamat.

ngayon e naghihintay nalang ako ng blitang nagising syang kinakain ng mga itim na daga yung bayag nya at kumpleto na ang taon ko

isang huling...

2005-12-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

PUTANGINA para sa taong ito!

tumama na sakin yung vat sa kuryente! samung libong piso kada buwan, nagtitipid na ko nun!

kaya heto na

isa

dalawa

tatlo

apat

lima

anim

pito

walo

syam

P U T A N G I N A ! ! ! ! !

ng lahat ng taga meralco, napocor, senado, kongreso, opisina ng presidente, lahat lahat!

kaarawan ni aguas!

2005-12-19T14:17:00.000+08:00

kaarawan ni carlo nung sabado. tulad ng dati, andun na naman kami sa bahay nila sa ayala alabang kasama ng ibang barkada nya. kaming mga taga ateneo konti lang. ako si grace, si richelle, si jason at si marty.

masaya. pasado alas dose na yata e yung tingin sakin ni grace e yung tipong limang oras nalang at deadline na tapos, hindi ko pa ginagawa yung parte ko sa group paper. sabi ko nga sakanya: "grace! apat na taon na mula ng huling tinign mo ko ng ganyan!"

pero wala na din akong pakielam. sabi nga nya sakin sa kotse, delinquente na sya ngayon.

ayos.

inom inom inom inom inom. johnny walker black at green label, vodka cruisers, goldsclagger (spelling?). buti nga wala nung mga kung ano anong wierdong halo tulad nung isang taon. pero tinamaan din ako ng malakas. may ilang minuto sigurong pumikit lang ako hanggang naging normal yung tunog ng paligid at hindi plakang nala slow.

tapos tinapon nila ako sa pool. astig. sa susunod na taon kailangan magdala na ako ng pambihis.

pwet talaga!

2005-12-17T08:26:00.000+08:00

ayos. talagang wala dito sa bahay yung toolbox, wala sa tindahan, hindi ko rin naiwan kila gripal o sa pitshop.

problema ngayon e pupunta ba ko kila carlo mamaya na parang nawalan ng 15,000 pisong halaga ng mga miniature?

teka, nawalan nga talaga ako ng 15,000 pisong halaga ng mga miniature...

tangina ka talaga rey, sana mabulok ang kalahati ng titi mo, pati na ang isang bayag mo. sana hindi bumalik sayo yung mga ginawa mong pagnanakaw samin.

merry christmas emp.

tangina

2005-12-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

nawawala yung toolbox ko. andun lahat ng cryx infantry ko, skarre, yung 3 witches (pero nasakin pa rin sa bahay yung egregore...), baboy (bloat) thrall, 1 pistol wraith, reaper helljack at croe's cutthroats.

hinala ko, yung driver namin na pinaalis namin kasi nagnanakaw ng mga spare parts at tools dun sa garahe ng jeep ng nanay at tita ko. sya lang ang laging nakabantay dun at tuwing may nawawalang gamit, pagkatapos ng ilang araw, nanlilibre sya ng driver, andaming pera. tapos nung sinabi kong nawalan ako ng sunglasses sa kotse ko, sobrang defensive sya e wala naman akong sinabi kahit kaninong pinaghihinalaan ko sya. hindi ko sya pinaghinalaan nun.

e ngayon, huli kong ginalaw yung toolbox ko, sunday, iniwan ko yun sa kotse ko. mula monday, siya lang ang gumagalaw ng kotse ko. pinaalis sya nung thursday. ngayon (friday) e nung tinignan ko yung kotse, wala na dun. nung tinanong ko yung katulong ko, nung wednesday palang daw e hindi na nya napansin yung toolbox sa likod (kung saan sya nauupo kasama nung nanay ko.)

nawala din yung inipit kong 500 sa loob ng glovebox. kami lang dalawa yung nasa kotse nung nilagay ko yun dun.

kasalanan ko na siguro na iniwan ko sa kotse ko yung toolbox, pero tangina pa rin. sino pa ba ang paghihinalaan ko pagkatapos ng mga nalaman kong pinaggagagawa nung gagong yun sa garahe namin? sabi ko nga, ni hindi ko man sya pinaghinalaan sa mga nawawala sa garahe. tae sya magmaneho, sinungaling at mayabang sya. peo hindi ko sya pinaghinalaang magnanakaw nun.

ang masakit at nakakatawa lang dito, simabi ko kay jacob kaninang umaga na hindi ako makakadala ng warmachine kanina kasi na carnap ng pulis yung kotse ko kaninang umagang umaga at andun yung toolbox. "na carnap ng pulis" ang sinasabi ko kapag ginagamit ng tatay ko (na isang retired na pulis) yung kotse ko ng hindi nagsasabi sakin.

e hindi naman mawawalan ng gamit yung kotse ko pag gamit nun kasi mas maingat pa sakin yun pag dating sa sasakyan.

ang tao talaga...

wahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahah

2005-12-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaahahahaahahahahaah putangina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah! bawi!

2005-12-13T08:18:00.000+08:00

nabawasan pala ako ng 1 pound. hehehehehe. ayus. bawi yung halos buong araw na init ng ulo ko kahapon.

tapos ngayon ngayon lang, may nakita akong jeep na hinuli ng pulis kasi pula na dumiretso pa si gago.

haayyyyyyyyyyyy

responsibility according to ric fernando

2005-12-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

soooooo tignan ko lang kung naiintindihan ko ito ha.

madumi yung sasakyan. kahapon, dinala mo yang sasakyan sa sabungan pagkatapos mong sabihin sakin nung umaga na yung kotse ko na muna ang gamitin ko. bale, buong araw mo syang gamit kung ganun.

tapos ngayon, umagang umaga, sisitahin mo AKO na marumi yung sasakyan?

e putangina, bakit hindi mo pinalinis? hindi ako naniniwala sa sinabi mong mahab ang pila sa carwash sa shorthorn. may dalawang malaking carwash dun. at ilang mga maliit. kung di man dun meron din dalawa pang malaking carwash sa road20 at isang maliit.

mahaba ang pila, ulul. ni minsan hindi pa ako nakadaan dun ng linggo na puno yung carwash.

YAN BA ANG PUTANGINANG "RESPONSIBILIDAD" NA SINASABI MO SA AKIN?!

...ano pa ba ang aasahan mo sa isang tao na tatawag pa ng tao mula sa kabila ng bahay para iliapat ang stasyon ng tv.

nosey nosey nosey people

2005-12-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

tae ka. kung may pakielam ako sa tingin mo sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko di sana sinabi ko na rin sayo itong blog ko.

kundi lang tayo mag kamag-anak, nakoooooooo...

bumalik ka na sa iyong lunggang pinanggalingan. para mo nang awa!

2005-11-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

who the hell am i?
seriously.
what am i doing here?
people fuck you over.
and that's okay.
because it's life.
and i'm going to suck it up.
get drunk when i want to.
jump out my window when i feel like it.
walk away when i need to.
and breathe.
i'm going to breathe.
in and out.
in a rhythm so confusing.
you'll never repeat it.
and i'm going to love.
fall in love.
deep. sick. fucking beautiful love.
and i'm going to hurt.
until i die.
alone.
in a field of the greenest grass.
contradicting my fading heart.
until the rhythm is gone.

manong?!?!?!?

2005-11-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

"manong magkano magpadevelop ng 24 shots?"

manong? MANONG?!!!
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ako si jeep

2005-11-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

nakita ko yung pangalan ko sa isang jeep kanina.

o ano ngayon? marami namang tao ang naglalagay ng pangalan sa jeep diba? hindi lang naman ikaw ang edward sa maynila.

oo nga pero sa tagiliran nung jeep ang pangalan na nakasulat sa "operator" e yung nanay ko.
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nakakatuwa minsan. lalo na pag kasama ko yung kapatid ko at mapadaan yun paula na jeep. ganun yung mga jeep nung nanay at dalawang tita ko e. may mga pangalan. sa amin si edward at paula. kay tita carina sila edrine, edrian, at edrine/edrian. kay tita cila naman e sila cilaI hanggang kay cilaVI.

wala. nakakatuwa lang.

hump day wednesday

2005-11-16T08:43:00.000+08:00

*hump hump hump hump humphumphumphump*

...hindi ganuung klaseng hump.

pag ganitong araw konti lang ang customer. nung nakaraang taon, friday e. ngayon wednesday naman.

pero okay lang. ibig sabihin makakapag pintura ako ngayon. ilang araw na rin akong di nakakapagpintura at lumalaki na ang backlog ko. pero ok lang naman kasi kaya ako di nakagpintura e kasi maraming trabaho dito. sumipa na ang peak season.
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kahapon bday ng kapatid ko. sa saisaki kami. syempre andun yung combo nila at may nag request nanaman ng fernando (ng abba). tawang tawa kami nung kinanta nila yung theme ng pinoy big brother! alam ni manong pati yung sayaw!

tapos, eto namang pinsan ko, sinama yung kasama kong magsisindi ng kandila sa kasal nya. pinsan ata ni ate cheryl.

NILOLOKONYOBAAKOPUTANGINAMASMALAKIPASAKIN!

tsaka di yata marunong mag tagalog. madalas mag translate si kuya edmund at si ate cheryl e.

anyways...

masarap yung saisaki steak. yun lang. wala sy sa buffet table at oorderin mo pa at konti yung pang dalawang tao pero MASARAAAAAAAAAP!!! toyo lang at maraming bawang pero anlambot nung karne!!!

syempre inubos ko yung salmon sashimi. hehehehehehe.

upgrades

2005-11-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

bago ang lahat, isang maliit na update sa nakaraang post ko...

napundi yung print lamp. buti nalang may backup ako. sabi sakin nasa mga dalawang libong piso daw yung maliit na ilaw na yun. pero dalawang taon at dalawang pagkasira ng aircon din naman ang inabot bago sya napundi. pwede na.

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pinagiisipan kong i upgrade itong tindahan ko. may akong 3 pinagpipilian.

a. kumuha ng digital upgrade ng minilab ko
b. kumuha ng "digital negative carrier" para sa minilab ko
c. kumuha nung evo3 digital printer ng tronix.

lahat e nagkakahalaga ng mga apat hanggang limandaang libong piso. oo apat hanggang limandaang libong piso. pero kung kumuha ako ng isa sa mga nilista ko sa taas e ako lang ang photoshop na magkakaroon ng printing from digital sources na serbisyo dito.

dumadami na kasi ang mga nagtatanong kung nagpiprint ako galing sa digital camera, cellphone, etc. at iilan lang sa kanila ang kumakagat sa "oo kaya lang 3 araw bago makuha."

yung una, digital upgrade ang pinaka sigurado. kasi sa fuji mismo galing e. kaya 100% ang compatibility nya sa minilab ko. mga 500,000+ kesos. tsaka kailangan ikabit sa PC. pero di naman kailangan ng pentium 4 na may 100000000000mb ram at 100000000000000 gigabyte na hard drive. mababa lang naman daw yung kailangan nung program e. tsaka ok naman daw yung prints. wag ko lang itatabi sa print ng frontier pero mula 3r hanggang 5r ok daw. 8r pwede pa pero medyo medyo sabog na.

yung pangalawa, yung "digital negative carrier" e 3rd party product. mas mura at kailangan din ng pc. pero yun nga, hindi sya gawa ng fuji. comparable naman daw yung quality ng prints sa option #1. meron daw dealer na meron, pero di pa nakikita nung mga technician nila sa main.

yung pangatlo, yung tronix evo3, stand alone sya. may sariling monitor, processor at printer. kaya daw mag print ng 3r at p6.50. kaya lang 3r lang talaga. tsaka may nagsabi sakin na canon printer lang daw ang nasa loob nun. putangina, 450,000 kesos para sa canon printer, monitor, pc at sorter na 3r lang ng pwede i print? pero medyo mas maayos daw prints nya dun sa option #1. tsaka ito yung pinaka mura.

hay nako. para makasabay sa panahon ang daming gastos!!! ang hirap naman pag hindi ko sumabay, patay ako.

pero syempre ang pinakagusto ko e yung bagong ilalabas na frontier. mula 3r hanggang 8r ang pwedeng i print. laser printing. mas mababa ang konsumo ng chemicals. 3+ million pesos. parang frontier lite.

pero san naman ako kukuha ng 3 million kesos? ha? ha?

tataya muna ako sa lotto...

sobrang init...

2005-11-04T10:27:00.000+08:00

ano ba ang problema ng mga tao dito ngayon?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?

sinabi ko lang naman na may problema yung aircon, at kung walang makukuhang titingin e magsasarado nako mamayang tanghali.

sige daw. sino daw ang tinakot ko?

anak ng kabute, wala akong tinatakot! sinasabi ko lang na magsasara ako ng tanghali pag walang mahap na titingin dun sa aircon. yun lang. e kailangan patayin yung minilab kasi baka mag sumobra yung init.

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mga kakatwang bagay na nakita sa wikipedia habang nagbabasa tungkol sa androids

ang tawag sa babaeng android ay gynoid
meron nang nagawang gynoid sa japan, si repliee q1 na parang totoong tao na ang hitsura. pati reflexes nya ayos na rin. kya nyang makita kung may sasampal o papalo sa kanya at iiwasan nya ito.

mayroon din syang "nakababatang" kapatid na si repliee r1 na pag sinasama sa mga bata ay inaakala ng mga ito na totoong tao si r1.

may gumagawa ng lifelike sex dolls sa japan. ang showroom nila ay katapat ng isang preschool.
$6000 ang isa.

bakit may gumagastos ng ganung kalaking pera para kumantot ng manika? sa amerika naman e yung "real doll" na parang ganun din ang halaga. ang tao nga naman talaga minsan...

blargh...

2005-11-03T08:15:00.000+08:00

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

bored. putsa lagi nalang...

2005-11-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

Three names you go by:
1. edward
2. emp
3. hoy

Three screen names you have had:
1. wasabi
2. kamotebob
3. solitaire

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. hair
2. twin moles on my left hand
3. a small scar on my right arm

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. toe nails
2. the toes the toe nails are attatched to
3. finger nails

Three parts of your heritage:
1. filipino
2. tagalog (central luzon)
3. kapampangan

Three things that scare you:
1. spiders
2. getting really sick
3. really tiny details on models

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. cellphone
2. laptop
3. camera

Three of your favorite musical artists:
1. billy corgan
2. nobuo uematsu
3. cant remember...

Three of your favorite songs:
1. dancing mad (nabuo uematsu)
2. muzzle (the smashing pumpkins)
3. age of innocence (the smashing pumpkins)

Three physical things of the opposite sex that appeals you:
1. eyes
2. legs
3. arms

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. taking pictures
2. painting miniatures
3. reading books

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. NOW? go home and sleep
2. get into a fine arts or photography program
3. win the lotto

Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. photographer
2. full time miniature painter (curse you local economic situation...)
3. painter (curse youuuuuuuu!!!!!!)

Three places you want to go on vacation:at the moment...
1. somewhere cold
2. somewhere by the sea
3. china hehehehehehehehe

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. ride a bullet train
2. learn to cook proper food
3. fix the philippines (im gonna live foreveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!)

Three ways that you're stereotypically a boy:
1. i play (tabletop) wargames
2. i agonize over the fact that more gays come into the shop than girls
3. what does a stereotypical boy like anyways? fine, i like women.

people I'm tagging:
whoever reads this

random things

2005-10-27T08:15:00.000+08:00

Be insane ........

be insane. sleep naked. do anything that will make this world a little less tragic. scream at the top of your lungs in the middle of the woods just because you need to know that no one's listening. lie in your bed and do nothing but think. you'd be amazed at what you'll come up with. steph and i danced in the rain once. i could breathe then. don't follow the rules; they're made by assholes. do things that people would laugh at you for. tell someone you love them even if you don't know what love is. love, laugh, smile, and eventually cope with death. sometimes you have to give up the search for something and instead do something crazy to take your mind off of it.

not mine. found on some blog. just felt like sharing
-emp

dont you remember you told me you love me babeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-10-27T08:08:00.000+08:00

i found my old carpenters interpretations cd!

it seems that my sister was hoarding my old cds from highschool.

i declare today carpenters playing on repeat day! waaaaaahahaahahahahaahahahahahah!

she has the bread CASE but the cd is not there. hmmmm...

song of the moment #2

2005-10-25T12:55:00.000+08:00

blue and yellow
the used

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

waste some time with you...

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rabid...parakeets...chewing my balls...t3h p4!n!!!!!!!!!

bollocks

2005-10-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

call me mr. assemble-prime-paint partially before thinking.
and i have struck again.
and when i strike, i go straight for the balls.
hard.
with a rabid parakeet. or a spiked club whatevers handy...
even agaisnt myself.

oh lordy it hurts...

so long and thanks for all the fish

2005-10-20T13:19:00.000+08:00

finally got meself a copy of hitchhikers guide to the galaxy.
im loving this song to bits.

So long and thanks for all the fish
So sad that it should come to this
We tried to warn you all but oh dear
You may not share our intellect
Which might explain your disrespect
For all the natural wonders that grow around you.
So long, So long, and thanks for all the fish

The world’s about to be destroyed
Theres no point getting all annoyed.
Lie back and let the planet dissolve (around you)
Despite those nets of tuna fleets
We thought that most of you were sweet
Especially tiny tots and your pregnant women.

So long, So long, So long, So long, So long,
So long, So long, So long, So long, So long,
So long, So long, and thanks for all the fish

If I had just one last wish
I would like a tasty fish

If we could just change one thing
We would all have learnt to sing

Come one and all
Man and mammal
Side by side in life’s great gene pool

So long, So long, So long, So long, So long,
So long, So long, So long, So long, So long,
So long, So long, and thanks for all the fish

song of the moment

2005-10-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

Soul Meets Body

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

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i wanna steal it!

mga pagmumunimuni isang araw bago mag kolat cup

2005-10-14T09:42:00.000+08:00

bukas dun sa malaking mall sa may filinvest.

10000 pesoses prize.

kaya lang bastusan ang laro dun e. malamng puro kesong army veteran moves ang lalabas.

pupunta ako pero maglalaro ba ako? sabi nga nila, wala namang entrance fee. e kung swertihin at manalo? e di 10000 pesoses yun.

matagal na akong hindi sumasali sa mga tournament. naranasan ko kasi sa warhammer fantasy dati masyadong seryoso mga tao. para saan? 250? 300 pisong club credits?!?!?!? sus. e dito 10000 pesosesoses! mula noong unang naglaro ako ng warhammer, ms enjoy ako talaga sa mga pickup games. fun games lang. walang premyo. kung meron man, siguro bragging rights nalang. pero pag tourney, nako! nagkakasungay yung mga mabait na kilala mo dati. yung mga veteran players parang may mga problema sa mata. ang lalayo ng ginagalaw ng mga model, parang nagsisiliparan! pero pag ikaw sumobra ng ilang cm lang patay ka.

"O sobra ginalaw ng (unit) mo."
"e sir yung sa inyo nga kanina e, ni hindi man dumikit yung dulo ng tape measure sa base ng (unit) ko i na charge nyo..."
"uy, abot yun, tignan mo -sabay sukat. ng problem, gumalaw na, wala na sa orihinal na pwesto yung sinusukat nya- o, andyan sila kanina, abot."

hindi ka naman mka reklamo kasi nga, veterans e. baka naman tawagin kang bastos.

so. bkit pa ako naglalaro kung ganun?

sabi ko nga, sa tournaments nangyayari yun. pag fun games, ok lang.

tsaka sa warmachine (iba pa sa warhammer) wala pang veterans e. hehehehehehehe.

nice and calm...

2005-10-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

may obobs na pumasok kanina. pero hindi ako naiinis. ako pa nga kumausap e. wow.

Mga Pagmumuni Muni Mula Sa UP CFA Studio

2005-10-09T10:25:00.000+08:00

mula sa labas, mukhang kuwadra ng kabayo na ginawang canvas. pero pag pasok ko sa loob npaisip ako

kung nag entrance exam kaya ako sa up dati e nkapag aral kaya ako dito?

ayus yung studio ng up fine arts. maluwang. hindi mainit (maaliwalas?) kahit konti lang yung mga bentilador.

o baka kaya dahil umuulan nun? hehehehe malamang.

nandun ako kasi andun yung club. dun na tumatambay karamihan ng tao sa club pagkatapos magkaroon ng away sa tindahan na kinukuhanan namin dati ng laruan, pitura, atbp. nakikisawsaw kami sa isa pang club na gumagawa ng mga model ng gundam, barko, eroplano, tanke, atbp.

...dalwang atbp. na yun a. hinde tatlo na pala. heheheheh

dati pa man fine arts na sana gusto ko. kaya lng napilitan at nilagay kong 1st choice sa test sa ateneo e management. management! kalokohan.
yung social science prang 3rd choice ko yta.

yun nga lang theater yung fine arts sa ateneo. pero ok lang. kumaha ako ng directing, production tsaka voice & movement sa fine arts. dun ko nakuha ang mga pinaka mataas kong grado sa ateneo.

pinakamataas na gradong nkuha ko sa buhay ko. fine arts. theater.

ngayon pinaguusapan sa bahay na mag aral daw ulit ako. turuan ko daw si mercy (yung katulong ko sa shop) ng mabuti tapos pag kaya na nya mag isa, hanap ng kasama nya tapos aral ulit ako.

sabi ko, e kung kunin ko fine arts?

sabi nila, ok lang pero di na maganda tingin sakin nung tatay ko nun. hanggang ngayon yate e nag dedelusyon pa rin syang itutuloy ko ang na udlot nyang pangarap para sa sarili nya. sus, bumagsak sya sa bar. kasalann ko ba yung nagpulis nalang sya at hindi kumuha ulit?

dapat bang ituloy ng anak ang mga bagay bagay na hindi natapos ng mga mgulang nila?

hinde. ayaw ko. tinitgn ko palang mga reading ni richelle dati e nahihilo na ako. e kung babasahin ko pa? tsaka kung polsci nga lang e bumagsak ako, yung mga kurso pa sa law? shiyeeeeeet!

yun lang po. salamat. at magandang tanghali sa inyong lahat.

oo madaming typo itong entry na to. wala akong magagawa bobo yung keyboard ko e.

*whoops. edit title. up cfA studio pala. hindi cfU.

tagged by richelle

2005-10-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

20 random things about myself... ok... mostly taken from friendster

#i easily get pissed at knowitall customers who actually know nothing.
#ive learned to smile and be calm in front if those stupid knowitall customers. at least until they leave the store.
#i love to eat. but not food thats really salty or bitter.
#i hate the taste of beer.
#im an arachnophobe but spiderman was my favorite superhero.
#back in gradeschool i would always watch the soap operas after "eat bulaga" especially valiente and agila.
#i always give a chance to local tv fantasy shows. but i cant stand them after a few months. the longest ive watched was pintados a few years ago. i lasted a season.
#i only get to watch the lifestlye network, discovery and national geographic when we visit my grandparents house. we still dont have cable.
#if he HAD cable id only watch the three networks above. and cartoon network. and jack tv. ok any station as long as it has cartoons or anime.
#yes i still watch cartoons. very different from anime.
#i love to read.
#i hate statistics.
#i miss school. i dont miss studying.
#i should have raised prices months ago but still havent.
#all my LOCAL and smashing pumpkins cds are original.
#almost all my dvds are pirated ($300+ for FF7: advent children?!?!?!?!? sheeeeeit!!!!).
#i have my own business but the money i give myself is way below minimum wage.
#all of that below minimum wage money goes to warhammer and warmachine
#the rest of the money goes to meralco. i hate meralco.
#i think the company manny works for is evil. thay do the meralco ads.

...i hate politics

2005-09-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

putsa nagkakagulo n nga politika sa bansa e nakisali pa yung club!

pati ba naman duon merong politika? o talagang libangan nalang ng pinoy yun?
gaddampisoshiyet!

its 3pm and there is nothing to do...

2005-09-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

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2005-09-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

no yosi

2005-09-13T09:27:00.000+08:00

zero sticks since yesterday
breathing feels nice.

bored, and so...

2005-09-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

im back on friendster...

talking to meself. wahahahaaha

2005-09-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

magsisimula akong mag laro ng warmachine.

warmachine? ano yun parang warhammer?

oo. pero mas mura. konti lang kasi kailangan e.

so, tapos ka na sa warhammer?

hinde no. hindi ko pa tapos yung 'nids at gagawa pa ako ng tau para sa 40k. tapos yung lizardmen para sa fantasy...

tapos may warmachine pa...

oo. sa ngayon dalawang factions gagawin ko. cryx at menoth.

wala ka nang ginawa kundi magpintura at maglaro nyan. kaya wala kang buhay e.

pakialammotanginanito. tsaka di ko naman talaga nasakyan yang "buhay" na sinasabi mo. kahit nung high school. ok na ko sa paminsan minsang lumalabas kasama nung barkada ko, kain, sine.

wala ka bang ibang hobby? o bisyo?

nagyoyosi n ako. pero malapit na akong tumigil. promise. tsaka tama na yung wargaming na bisyo ko. mahal na yun e. mahal din naman yung drugs, baka magkasakit pg gumamit ng puta, inom naman, e hindi na nga ako sanay sa lasa ng beer e.

bahala ka sa buhay mo.

talaga.

2005-08-31T17:12:00.000+08:00

one good thing about painting at work/working and painting at the same time/painting and working non stop: no time for yosi.

what i been working on for the past few days

2005-08-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

hive tyrant with bone sword and lash whip and venom cannon
the big daddy tyranid. if the putty (green stuff all over the things shoulders and underarms) completely dries by this after noon then i get to start painting. i need to finish this before saturday. theres a tourney coming up.

2005-08-24T11:33:00.000+08:00

carnifex with barbed strangler, twin linked deathspitters, regeneration, adrenal gland and scythe tail
this one only took one day. ONE day! i play it with enhanced senses and usually without
the regeneration. where are the enhanced senses? the eyes (yellow spots) on the guns.

2005-08-24T11:29:00.000+08:00

carnifex with venom cannon, twin linked deathspitters, spine banks, mace tail and enhanced senses
painted this in two days. the damn thing has a grand total
of thirteen eyes! six on its head three on each of the deathspitters
and one on the venom cannon.

2005-08-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

tau hammerhead with rail gun and smart missile system
it says "tau'va" on the rail gun. it means "the greater good"
yeah. i need two more of these and
about 6 broadside battlesuits (also with rail guns).
thats all the "good" i need. bwahahahahaahaha

scooby dooby do

2005-08-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

finished the 2nd carnifex. 2 days.

im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!!!!!

also, finished assembling the hive tyrant last night. now waiting for the putty to harden. once it does, it teh party time!!!!!!

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there are talks in the forums about bringing the game warmachine in. its a miniature wargame like warhammer but it only need a few model to play. and there are only 4 factions (8 once hordes come out) so it not as expensive.

warmachine figs are pretty! warwitch deneghra, the harbinger of menoth, haley. hayyyyyy...

finished

2005-08-21T08:03:00.000+08:00

hammerhead is teh finished!!!!!!!!

maybe post pics later. maybe no. i dunno.

damn tank took me about a week and a half.

the carnifex only took one day!!!!!

still painting slow

2005-08-18T16:20:00.000+08:00

finished with the hammerhead body and the drones. now comes detailing the engines and the rail gun.

paint. stop. paint. stop. paint some more. stop.

2005-08-16T10:02:00.000+08:00

when im in the mood to paint (yes im a moody painter) i dont do anything else. i could go on for a couple of days to several weeks. nothing but painting (and a little work) thats why i finish my armies in record time. my spiderman (reds+blues) tyranids are already about 75-80% done and its only been a +/- 1 month. but after the painting frenzy, i usually have an equl amount of time when i CANT paint. not too much anyways.

like now. the carnifex is still in primer black and the highlighting on the hmmerhead's main hull took me three days. just finished it now.

three days for little grey lines!!!!!!!

the little green lines (also on the hammerhead) only took half a day!!!!!!

oh well.

my first non-drybrushed lizardmen

2005-08-05T09:40:00.000+08:00

check out the skin on these little lizards!
and the staff of the one with the cloak of feathers!!!!!!

into the night

2005-07-14T08:52:00.000+08:00

Tonight we'll start a fire
You know we'll let it burn
Somehow we'll over come it
I'll never know
I can't stop thinking about it
It's eating away inside
Believe me when I tell you
It's mine
You now know
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way

A thousand lights above us
We're gonna let them shine
What comes first tomorrow
Or maybe the next life
Cos you live for the weekend
And I live forever
And you say you don't need it
I don't know
You don't know
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way

I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way
Do you know
Do you know
Whoa woe

Do you know
Do you know
Whoa woe
I'm taking my things
Leaving behind
All of the pain you've caused me
And I never want you
Back in my life
Back in my life
In my life
I can't stop thinking about it
It's eating away inside
Believe me when I tell you
It's mine
You now know
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way

Yeah, we will find our own way

Do you know
Do you know
Whoa woe

asteeeeeeeeg! si darnaaaaaa!!!!!

2005-07-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

a girl walked in earlier who looked exactly like angel locsin. even her voice sounded the same.

but this one looked better.

how? smaller boobs. =P

the current darna's boobs scare me. vilma santos' darna is still the best.

and!

2005-07-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

nasabi ko na rin k sigh na hindi ko gaano nagustuhan yung elephant.

kaya ko gory e. madugo na nagliliparan mga bituka at atay na kinakain ng zombie na binbaril at sumasabog yung utak. kayang kaya ko yun e. pero pagdating sa 2 teenager na bading na nazi na namamaril ng mga kapwa teenager sa skwela...

yak. kadire!

is good. is bad.

2005-07-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

been "up" for a long time now. still no plans to meet but stil chatting and texting.

is good.

masamang balita: namatay yung tatay ni grace. inatake daw sa puso. nagpunta kami nila sigh, sarah at lia dun sa kanila sa bulacan kagabi. nagkaligaw ligaw kami.

will probably get a haircut later.

long time ah

2005-07-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

nope. hindi natuloy.

baket?

nag backout. AKO!

heheeheh. pero ok naman nagtetext parin sya. wekekeekekekekek. next time nalang daw.

higher

2005-07-01T12:27:00.001+08:00

on a more pleasant note

emp's going on an eb sunday. yes. eb. ai voll.

weeks of texting and chatting paying off?

shes kinda cute. =p

we'll see.

down up down up down UP!

2005-07-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

never really liked roller coasters. rode one once. never again.

still haent ridden one but i feel like i am in one.

2005-06-30T08:32:00.000+08:00

ayoko na...

2005-06-30T02:48:00.000+08:00

im so effing stoooooooopid

diet

2005-06-29T17:01:00.000+08:00

tagal kong di nagpopost. tamad? sawa na?

nnnnnnnnnnnot exactly.

...yeah. yun nalang. tinatamad.

ok yung kainan nung 25. saisaki. ang wala lang e sila grace (nasa taal daw) at si aguas (bobo kasi).

minimum 3 balik sa buffet table, hindi kasama ang dessert. sinubukan naman nila. yung iba nga naka 4 na balik pa e. yung kantang fernando e nirequest nanaman tulad ng dati.

masaya naman pero bigla din akong tinamaan ng...katahimikan. e sakto pang lalabas si jason para mag yosi.

boom! 2 sticks (e nantokwa naman lights e!)

tsaka ang ganda ni jayme. sobra.

ok, iba na ito

2005-06-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

naiyak ako bigla kanina sa kalagitnaan ng princess mononoke.

hindi naman nakakaiyak yung eksena. nag uusapusap lang naman yung ilang tauhan.

basta bigla nalang: *sob* *sniff, sniff* wuhuhuhuhuhhuuhuhu.

ok no? buti nalang nasa kwarto ko ako at lahat sila nasa 1st floor nung bahay.

sana magkatotoo

2005-06-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

galing sa website ni fafa billy corgan

When I played the final Smashing Pumpkins show on the night of December 2, 2000, I walked off the Metro stage believing that I was forever leaving a piece of my life behind. I naively tried to start a new band, but found that my heart wasn't in it. I moved away to pursue a love that I once had but got lost. So I moved back home to heal what was broken in me, and to my surprise I found what I was looking for. I found that my heart is in Chicago, and that my heart is in The Smashing Pumpkins.

For a year now I have walked around with a secret, a secret I chose to keep. But now I want you to be among the first to know that I have made plans to renew and revive The Smashing Pumpkins. I want my band back, and my songs, and my dreams. In this desire I feel I have come home again.

2005-06-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

ang daming paru paru na lumilipad lipad dito sa may amin ngayon. pero 2 klase lang nakikita ko. isang dilaw at isang puti na may itim na bilog bilog.

hope for the flowers? yellow and ...spot?

marami ngang bulaklak ngayion dito, mula sa mga santan na nagkalat sa harap ng mga bahay, sa mga damo, gumamela sa kanto, mga orchid ng nanay ko.

nakakatuwa yung librong yun. si chiari yata ang nag sabi sakin tungkol dun dati. pinaguusapan nila ni sigh. hanggang ngayon e hindi pa rin ako makahanap ng hindi reprint ng national.

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ewan ko kung magugustuhan ko ba yung regalo sakin ni sigh. elephant. pelikula sya tungkol sa isang high school kung saan may dalawang batang nagwala at namaril ng ng kung sino sinong makasalubong nila. nagustuhan ko halos lahat tungkol sa pelikula mula sa cinematography, yung pagkaka direct, yung paraan ng pagppakita ng kuwento. pero hindi ko nagustuhan yung kwento. ang bigat nung pakiramdam ko pagkatapos. nung nakita ko yung isang studyanteng nag susulat sa isang maliit na notebook sa cafeteria, kung paano sya tumingin sa mga kapwa nya studyante, naisip ko, may mangyayaring masama dito bago matapos ang pelikula.

sabi nya sa sulat nya sakin na kasama nung pelikula ay nagustuhan niya ito dahil pakiramdam daw ng nanonood ay sia syang taga labas na tumitingin. sumusunod sunod sa mga tao habang ginagawa nila yung mga ginagawa nila araw araw sa high school. dapat daw ay minsan ay maging outsider-looking-in tayo.

nung binigay nya sakin yung vcd at nakita ko yung title, sabi ko sa kanya ng pabiro, ano pinapalabas mo? ano tong elephant na to?

meron pala talagang sinasabi. pero ayaw ko ng ganun e. ang dating kasi sakin nung pelikula, talagang naka hiwalay ka sa mga nangyyari. andun ka pero nanonood lang talaga. wala kang magawa. dala siguro ng paraang ginamit na madalas e sumusunod yung camera sa mga studyante. o gumagalaw na parang lumilingon lingon.

ayaw ko nung pakiramdam na yun e. yung wala akong magawa kahit ano, nanonood lang kung meron naman, kahit konti lang, akong maitutulong.

sawa na akong maging makasarili. buong high school akong ganun.

________________:p

2005-06-23T11:32:00.000+08:00

hindi ko man naisip noon n magugustuhan ko ang mga kanta nung bandang yun. pero gnayon e nilalakasan ko pa yung radyo pag tumutugtog sila. lak tama e. tsaka parang medyo nag iba tunog nila mula nung una ko silang napakinggan. hindi na masyadong basted/torpe.

hindi pa tapos ang laban

2005-06-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

bakit nangyayari sakin tong mga bagay na ito na malapit o sa kaarawan ko?

kahapon nga maaga akong nagsara kasi nanghihina ako. pag uwi sa bahay, tinamaan ng high blood at pagsusuka. nung kuhanan ako ng bp nung kapatid ko kahapon, nasa 150/120 daw. nung nalaman nung tita kong doktora e sabi nya npag tumaas pa daw dun e nakaka stroke na.

peste. buti nalng at hindi ako ngpaka bobo kahapon at nagpa bp ako agad sa kapatid ko pag dating nya sa bahay. buti at tumawag agad ako sa nanay ko para itanong kung ano yung pangalan nung gamot na iniinom nya. buti at may pera akong dinala at nakapagpabili ako ng gamot. kung nagkataon e walang nagtatype ngayon dito.

ngayon e medyo nararamdaman ko nanamang sumisikip ang batok ko. eto nanaman. pero hindi na ako nanghihina. pero takot ako ngayon. uminom agad ako ng 2 nung gamot sa hypertension (sabi ni tita ok lang naman daw 2ng sabay e). sabi rin nya (andito sya sa shop) e uminom ako mamyang bago matulog. magpa bp daw ulit ako sa kapatid ko mamaya. buk din daw uminom muna ako nung gamot. 1 sa tanghali at 1 ulit bago matulog.

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nakalimutan ko nanaman ang telepono ko sa bahay. medyo ok naman ang walang dalang cellphone. walang hinihintay. walang nakakainis na pakiramdam na maririnig mong tutunog yun pala e advertisement lang.

pero pano na kung may importanteng tawag/text? meron nga ba? heheheheeh.

song of the day

2005-06-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

mga 3 beses ko napakinggan bago ako umuwi kaninang tanghali.

Hallelujah

by Bamboo

album:

Anung balita sa radio at TV
Ganun parin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa'y na isip ko ng umalis na lang dito
Limutan ang lahat lumipad, lumayo

Bato bato sa langit
Tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso

Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha - alay ko'y dugo

May kasama ka kapatid, Kaibigan
Hanga't ako'y humuhinga may pag-asa pa

Oh......

Hallelujah

Sinong sawa sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Hallelujah

Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me how do we begin
Well for starters from within
I'm ashamed of what I've become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah it's a new day
Lets take control If I have to take this message door to door
Save myself save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire, from the fire

Save me from the fire

Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika'y tulog ako'y gising nakabantay sa iyo - kasi mahal kita
tingnan mo pag-ibig ko'y sa iyo lamang

Hallelujah

Sinong sawa sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Hallelujah

shet

2005-06-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

shet. yun ang araw na to. gusto ko i flush ang sarili ko sa kubeta.
kaninang umaga palang ayaw ko na magbukas ng shop. pag masama kasi pakiramdam ko, apektado trabaho. e ako lang ang andun na marunong mag print. kaya ayun, pagdating ng tanghali, nangingig na mga paa ko. tinawagan ko yung driver. rey, ihatid mo ko sa bahay. pagdating sa bahay tinamaan ako ng hypertension. bagsak na nga katawan, bagsak pa ulo ko. ang tanghalian spaghetti. sinuka ko lang. pag nagsusuka ako, pati sa ilong ko may lumalabas. kaya heto, 5 oras pagkatapos, naaamoy ko pa rin yung suka ko. pero ok na ko.

walang magawa.

2005-06-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

found an old file (6+ years!!!) in the bowels of my hard drive. it was a compilation of stories fred, rafferty and i made in high school. found a line from the "escalona section" that i really liked, even back then.

tae

2005-06-20T11:28:00.000+08:00

tae

isa pa

2005-06-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

at! napa yosi ako!

tangina ang daming nagyoyosihindi na ko naka hinga. e nagsimula naman ako mas maaga nung araw. basta na bad trip ako sa mga sinabi nung mga tao sa bahay at muntikan na kong di pumunta sa fete.

ayun. 3 stick sunod sunod.

pero eto ngayon ang maayos! ngayong araw na ito, wala pa ni isang stick!

hindi ko sasayangin yung effort ni Jayme na i text ako araw araw ng "walang yosi"

feet dela musique

2005-06-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

hindi ako masyadong nag enjoy sa fete dela musique kagabi. oo ok yung mga bandang napanood ko pero patay naman yung paa ko. hanggang ngayon may mga masakit paring parte ng talampakan ko.

nagkita kita kami sa starbucks sa megamall. nagdala si Jayme ng pagkain at dun na rin namin kinain. tingin ako ng tingin sa guard, baka mamya masama na ang tingin samin. parang ok naman sa kanila kaya lamon lang. andun si sigh, kasama yung isang kaibigan nya nung high school na may kasamang mga foreigners. yung isa parang indian.

nung lumabas sila, eto na! hirit time! (with indian accent) hi. youre funny, want some curry?

pero ok din yung mga napanood ko. una si cynthia alexander. galing talaga kahit kailan pag live. tapos, andun syempre si papa sancho! galing mag gitara! hehehehe. may 2 bumbay pasa banda nya na naka turban pa. syempre hirit kay Jayme.

sumunod (matagal nang natapos si cynthia pero palakad lakad kami, naghahanap ng papakinggan) si jr. kilat! astig! ako si m16! ratatatatatatatat! may dala pa syang hawakan ng payong na may lata ng ewan na sinisindihan nya habang kumakanta.

ang ganda ng drummer at keyboardist nya. HOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huli up dharma down. galeng. yung unang ginawa nila parang mas mabigat na version nung kanta nila sa NU. mas ok sila pag live.

isa pang kinaasar ko yung mga jologs na nagkalat. unang set palang daw sa rock stage (mga 4? 5 pm?) may nag away na daw kaya tinigil. ayun, andaming tambay na jologs na nakaupo at nakahiga sa kalsada, nanggagago ng babae at mga foreigners. sabi ni lester, ang lakas daw ng loob ng mga babaeng dumadaan dun. e sabi ko, hanggang dun lang naman yung mga yun e.

sa kauna unahang beses siguro, nagpapasalamat ako na hindi na sumabay sakin si Jayme pauwi. sobrang pagod na ko, tapos inaantok pa ko. e pag ganun kung ano anong ka sentihan na lumalabas sakin e. nun ngang bumili kami ni manny ng inumin (ministop. laaaaaaaaaaaaaaayoooooooooooooooooo!) sa pigil na pigil ako sa sarili kong magsalita e.

tsaka tingin ko e hindi naman mag gagago sila joe at lester sa kalsada habang kasabay nila si Jayme.

hindi na rin kami nagkita nila sigh pagkatapos nung set ni cynthia. nakakatuwa pa namang kasama yun sa mga ganung event. pati sila richelle di ko rin nakita. text text lang. pero sa twing nagtetext sya, nasa loob ng ganito o ganung restaurant. ano ba yan.

next year ulit. bibili na ako ng mas maayos na sapatos.

dragon surfing chicks!!!!!!

2005-06-17T14:34:00.000+08:00

would someone like to buy this for me on my birthday?

the twilight sisters

2005-06-17T08:55:00.000+08:00

more random picturey goodness

2005-06-17T08:53:00.000+08:00

i love the sky in this shot

2005-06-17T08:51:00.000+08:00

drift wood

this sucks

2005-06-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

spent several hours last night texting with Jayme about whatever. whatever lead to talk about dimsum. talk about dimsum lead to...sleep!

this morning, we resumed talking about those little steamed wonders and decided that we should go out and eat some. so, plns were made and invites were sent out. next week, 23, thursday, gloria maris at shangrila edsa.

then i remember that my car wasnt available for that day. so i called up my sister and asked if she could drive for my mother after her class. had to bribe her with the blue plate special at saisaki, but since i will be taking them to saisaki on the 25th, no problem. car available.

THEN after my siesta (wahahahahah siesta daw. ulul!) i remembered mercy, my one and only employee who knew how to operate the minilab, was going on leave for a month starting monday, 20.

deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemet!!

2005-06-16T09:06:00.000+08:00

random picturey goodness.

denget

2005-06-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

still no hive tyrant nd codex in neutral grounds. *sniff*

deleting crap

2005-06-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

lotsa crap posted the last few days. cleaning up.

templates

2005-06-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

for some reason this is the only layout i like from the default ones. tested the others and even used one for a day but hrere i am, back in the green.

2005-06-10T15:27:00.000+08:00

past

i never forget
or maybe i dont let myself forget

learn

then maybe

i wish NU would play this song more often

2005-06-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Swing life away
Swing life away
Swing life away
Swing life away

swing life away
rise against